Saturday, December 12, 2009

Very Quick....

I swear I will tell this story better later, but I've had about 3 hours of sleep in the last 36.

Michael finally got home from hospital/rehab about 4 weeks ago, and was great. Weak, not exactly running miles, but great. And then about 10 days ago, he started getting weaker again, and terribly confused, and long story short, he's back in the hospital as of last night/this morning. He is ok, but they really don't know what's wrong with him. Not cardiac probably. Maybe related to the lymphoma. Maybe related to everything else. I finally got him into a room at 7:30 this morning and came home to sleep.

I am anxious and so sick of this never really knowing what the hell is going on. I'm hoping that maybe this time we;ll get some answers. And he was scheduled for his PET scan this Friday, and then they were going to start chemo, so I'm also scared that they may not be able to do that.

I will tell the story later, hopefully. I will really, really try to update more regularly (and thank you, lovely anonymous person, for asking. It means a lot to me that you care.).


Anonymous said...

Happy New Year, hope you and your husband are well!

Carol said...

Hi Nina,

I've been away from the computer for months...and was not following any blogs for months before that...but decided to get back to it in the new year and checked out yours. I'm so sorry to read about your difficulties the past 6 months or more. Prayers for you and Michael will start now and continue regularly! I'm a cat person, too, so understand your pain at losing yours...especially the pain of feeling guilty that you might have been able to prevent it. Wishing for you and your family a change to better circumstances quickly in this new year! Carol

The Bionic Broad said...


Consider yourself hugged long-distance. I wish that I could wave a magic wand and make all the crap go away.